Our kid had his epiphany when he was twelve; the sort we
all have when we least expect. Couldn’t
get over with it soon enough, and decided to call himself “special”. The world
seemed at ease with his coronation, though they do get lesser mileage these
days if you believe me. So it was kid stuck at puzzles lambasting his sister
for being stupid. Or some other times blaming the pen for sheer crappiness of
his dictations. Wouldn’t it be a heartbreaking then to reveal it wasn’t real,
that superstition sucks? That someday
he’s going to be sorely disappointed, bringing shame to his grand lineage and
beyond. For some reasons though this kid
was stubborn, donkeys be shamed, he excelled it with élan. Else what would have
explained his stoic passage through waves after waves of negative math scores?
Or that he qualified for the dimmest bulb on the circuit, yet beamed in his
heart, stronger than a hundred light sabres put together.
When he turned sixteen, kid discovered love. Couldn’t
sleep at nights, loved tearing his boom box at the seams. Neighbours
complained, but kid wouldn’t listen, too stubborn you see. Then as it was
natural, as we all have seen it coming, kid got his lady love to listen poems
he wrote. Slight deviation; the big dude sitting obviously in the proximity
heard it too. So how would you like me
to explain? Showdown at little basketball court. Big loaf was polite, real
gentleman. Said not once, but a hundred times. “Stay away from her
motherfucker, avoid like plague”. He stared at the goliath for a minute,
wouldn’t wipe the smirk you see. The famous talk of the campus was kid could
have been saved, could have lived! While views are divided over the brutality
of the beast; was a hulking 200 pounds motherfucker, it’s safe to say kid was
pretty fucked up in the end. Ever seen a banana split smashed to the
floor? Only he was messed a hundred
times over. Got punches all over the face like “street fighter” on turbo mode. E-Honda
must have died in shame. While kid lay on the floor, drool galore, bloodied
lips, eyes fluttering in anticipation of a fresh volley. Hulk didn’t stop there
bro, sadistic son of a bitch. At night after waging another war with folks at
home, failing to explain how a fall from the stair case could have possibly
done this to him, kid sat on his window, staring at the skies, those stars, His
eyes questioning them, when? When? We really wouldn’t get his meeting with the
higher powers that be; after all, kid was special.
Age twenty three found him in more shit than ever, mommy
dear had left him for her abode in the skies; daddy had taken to depression,
more like a second wife if you saw it that way. Now it wouldn’t have been all that
bad had mister “iron will” got some decent job or perhaps had some girl to call
“dear”. But it was downhill slide from here. Shit just kept piling on. Every which
way he tried; his attrition was so inevitable that he took to chanting” Elvish “.
Sometimes word reached home kid got stuck up in some brawl, always the snarly,
arrogant ass he was. Lover boy even tried wooing the ladies all over the town,
wrote sonnets and made paper planes out of them. Left notes for the neighbourhood
widow, spared no chance at whistling for the nurse, and once, slapped the fat
lady on her bottom, well before the humongous being could turn and notice. Such
was the state of affairs that we could only sympathise; yeah it had come to
this.
Age thirty five? Nope, not then, not even forty, somewhere
slightly higher; our hero finally got what he deserved. So how did it happen? Having found a decent job at the supermarket
our hero had finally accepted reality. There was no divine revelation, no
meetings with fate from his fortress of solitude. Then did they die after all,
those voices inside him? Fuck no bitch! It was only piled under enormous heaps
of shit that kept piling over the years. Sometimes at night he heard a feeble
knocking at his heart,” hey kid, wake up”. But the day of crowning was not as
you and I would have imagined. Not that “confetti bursting” above your head,
jesters clowning around shit. It was a fine sunny day when the intruder
arrived. No messing around then boss. He shot the security just to prove he
meant business, in the face bitch!
Then had all employees along with kid lined up at the
aisle. “Nobody fucking moves”, nobody did. Wait, except kid, fucking foolish
dude. Brother gunman wouldn’t want to be
messed with; you don’t fuck with some gun happy vagabond after all. He held the
gun to the head, kids head; my kid goddammit!
But Kid wouldn’t budge, he stood his ground. Now that I see it, kid did
have his visions after all. Kid just stared, couldn’t wipe the sneer on his
face. And in a sudden moment, the dimmest bulb in the circuit was burning
bright, the light sabres whirring like a thousand fireflies. Purple, red, blue!
Gi-joe shot thrice, in succession, in the head, same
place motherfucker! In that moment, when kid slumped to the ground, those
microseconds before life ceased to matter, it flashed before his eyes, that
moment he waited all his life. The grandeur of the spectacle, you wouldn’t have
missed it. Not even if the Las-Plagas was unleashed bro. He stood up for
something, maybe it cost him his pathetic life, but then he knew it all along,
during those long meetings with the stars. But we wouldn’t have known it could
we? Kid was special after all.
Wowwww deep thoughts ... 1really needs to think aftr reading this... keep it up... :)
ReplyDeletethanks..and wow, ur still alive!
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